ugh. Jealous Guys...

I just dont understand guys...I care about my boyfriend so much but sometimes he makes it so hard for me to love him. Yes love..i think i love him but im not in love with him. There are some days where it hurts to be away from him..and others where i just want to be ALONE and think it would be easier being single. He is a really sweet guy accept he is SO jealous which is our biggest downfall. I am an extremely social and happy person so i talk to everyone. Male& female. However her gets really mad whenever I talk to anyone he doesnt know or regulate. which is rediculous. If i wanted to be with someone else i would be...I dont cheat. But i talk to so many guys that are JUST friends that he doesnt know about and would be livid if he did. I dont know how to make him see that what he wants from me is unfair. These people have been my friends for forever..and he has only been my boyfriend for 5 1/2 months. and i refuse to give them up b/c they have a penis. Today we were talking to 5th period i saw one of my guy friends who is a freshman..and i have known my whole life and gave him a high five..and my boyfriend got mad didnt say anything and walked the other way. WTF. who does that...he can be so immature. he also said if i didnt something "with other guys" at prom he would leave me...who knows what that means but if he leaves he is gone for good and isnt going to be with me anymore. I mean if he hung out or talked to other girls i would be jealous but would never ask him to stop doing it b/c i trust him when he says they are friends. Sometimes he is so dramatic and i feel like the boy in the relationship!!!! If anyone has any advice please give...I love him and dont want to break up but i cant be with him like this:( Is it worth it since im leaving and hes staying here? i just dont know.

Prom is this weekend. Im going with a group of girl friends. It's always people ask who you are going with and you say a group of girls. then people give you the pitty look and change that to... its better that way ull have more fun. party...that makes me feel good. high school relationships are over rated. not many people stay together. they say they "love" someone but what does that mean when ur 17. is it the same kind of love you have when ur 25,35, or 40? or do they just say it b/c the are immature? what the point in dating someone u dont c urself marring?? i know what i want. so when i find it Bam. thats it. im picky...possibly unrealistic. i want the notebook romance. i want my husband to be willing to do nething for me as i would him. i build me a house with a wrap around porch. neways im boyfriends less. people that have term relationships suck. <3333im jealous.